I Feel Like Your Forgetting

I Feel like your Forgetting

its happens all the time

we used to talk for hours

even sing a hymn or rhyme

We used to take long walks

and just sit and talk, no cares

but now you are forgetting

completely unaware

We used to go to movies

and hold each others hands

you'd tell me its not scary

then scare me right there and then

but now you are forgetting

so I sit alone and sigh

because a crowded theater

is no place to run and hide

I feel like your forgetting

slipping away with each passing day

I wish you could remember

 then maybe you'd just stay

I feel like your forgetting

drifting down a stream

I want to call you out

and maybe even scream

but you cant hear my cries

so i start to sob and sink

and even believe you might save me

but you hardly even blink 

I feel like your forgetting

you used to call each night

we would talk for hours

a real conversation we used to have

but now you hardly call

with only six minutes on the line

 I feel like your forgetting

it just might be true this time

you used to make me dinners

but now we dont do anything

you just make empty promises

to take me when you have the time

I feel like your forgetting

do you even know me anymore

we used to always be together

but now you've slipped my grasp

you seem to forget

each time you commit

to a promise never to be kept

I'm tired of waiting for calls that never come

I'm tired of promises loosely strung

I feel you are forgetting

I used to love to visit

precious was our time

but now when I visit

you say I'll be over by late Nine

I think you are forgetting

we used to spend entire days

but now I'm even lucky

to get a small fraction of your time 

I dont feel important

enough to you 

maybe its not true

but that's how i feel

I feel you are forgetting

I watch by my window

and think why'd I even come

because out on the street

your with another one

I think you are forgetting

you forget to write and call

sometimes not even a reply

its hard to think why

I think you are forgetting

maybe its all in my mind

but when i see you with her

i get jealous deep inside

and you tell me you'll never

be jealous to see me with

another guy

do you even love me

do you even care

because i think you are forgetting

completely unaware

that i truly love you

but its not enough to simply state

i show you this through actions

i hope you realize it each day

because I'm thinking of you

with each second passing by

and think maybe hes thinking of me

but then i sink and cry

because I feel you are forgetting

I'm not sure of anything anymore

this distance is killing us

its torturing me to the core

inside i feel so torn up

confused with deep thoughts

I feel you are forgetting

and when you tell me

the time will come

you'll see

you will have already forgotten

just forgotten me...

 

Thoughts of a Lone Wolf

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