I Feel Like Your Forgetting

I Feel like your Forgetting

its happens all the time

we used to talk for hours

even sing a hymn or rhyme

We used to take long walks

and just sit and talk, no cares

but now you are forgetting

completely unaware

We used to go to movies

and hold each others hands

you'd tell me its not scary

then scare me right there and then

but now you are forgetting

so I sit alone and sigh

because a crowded theater

is no place to run and hide

I feel like your forgetting

slipping away with each passing day

I wish you could remember

 then maybe you'd just stay

I feel like your forgetting

drifting down a stream

I want to call you out

and maybe even scream

but you cant hear my cries

so i start to sob and sink

and even believe you might save me

but you hardly even blink 

I feel like your forgetting

you used to call each night

we would talk for hours

a real conversation we used to have

but now you hardly call

with only six minutes on the line

 I feel like your forgetting

it just might be true this time

you used to make me dinners

but now we dont do anything

you just make empty promises

to take me when you have the time

I feel like your forgetting

do you even know me anymore

we used to always be together

but now you've slipped my grasp

you seem to forget

each time you commit

to a promise never to be kept

I'm tired of waiting for calls that never come

I'm tired of promises loosely strung

I feel you are forgetting

I used to love to visit

precious was our time

but now when I visit

you say I'll be over by late Nine

I think you are forgetting

we used to spend entire days

but now I'm even lucky

to get a small fraction of your time 

I dont feel important

enough to you 

maybe its not true

but that's how i feel

I feel you are forgetting

I watch by my window

and think why'd I even come

because out on the street

your with another one

I think you are forgetting

you forget to write and call

sometimes not even a reply

its hard to think why

I think you are forgetting

maybe its all in my mind

but when i see you with her

i get jealous deep inside

and you tell me you'll never

be jealous to see me with

another guy

do you even love me

do you even care

because i think you are forgetting

completely unaware

that i truly love you

but its not enough to simply state

i show you this through actions

i hope you realize it each day

because I'm thinking of you

with each second passing by

and think maybe hes thinking of me

but then i sink and cry

because I feel you are forgetting

I'm not sure of anything anymore

this distance is killing us

its torturing me to the core

inside i feel so torn up

confused with deep thoughts

I feel you are forgetting

and when you tell me

the time will come

you'll see

you will have already forgotten

just forgotten me...

 

Thoughts of a Lone Wolf

Photo by LunaWolf445

WAY TOO LATE TO BE WRITING

Once Upon a time
its a story line
but also a ridiculous rhyme.

Once upon a time there lived a -------------
And they lived Happily ever after----------

Maybe someday someone will write-- Once Upon a time--- at exactly 6 AM there lived a ---ordinarily looking women, ---yes she was alive at one time--- this isn't just fiction and then she died and I guess it was once a happy ending but it didn't take into affect her death. Ha HA not so funny----------------

OK here's a story for you....................................

Once Upon a time there lived a tree and the tree was the smallest in the forest and one day Santa came looking for a Christmas tree to put in the North Pole square for all the elves to decorate.  Roughdough the red nosed reindeer came on this quest with Santa and they both searched for many hours. Roughdough then  saw the little tree and loved it so much that he wanted to show Santa. The little tee was so excited that he might be chosen for that years Christmas tree. so the tree waited patiently in anticipation. Then Santa stood towering over the little tree and smiled while he looked down.  Santa opened his mouth and said  Naaa hes way too small, smaller even then the elves. Roughdough agreed and peed on the tree. THE END

Definitely not a Happily Ever After story. :)

I'll forget this moment....

I'll forget this moment
the brain cant store it all
all this information
its clouded by a wall
History and fantasy
its all jumbled by my brain
so I'll forget this moment
its scares me to even say
my brain didn't find you important
so you just cant stay
I'll forget this moment
its a sad phrase to even read
the brain is a giant storage
so many files already lost
time can only tell which
information will be safe
so I'll forget this moment
my memories cant stay forever
there stuck deep down a well
my memories a drowning
its all becoming too insane 
my brain cant take the leakage
so i must unplug the drain
so I'll forget this moment
my brain is too full for thoughts
there tangled by too many knots
the wires cant be cut
the maze is too complicated
its too late to save them all
its too late to make the choice
which memory is to fall
so I'll forget this moment
the path is set ahead and
the past is forgotten
its all lost inside my head
the forest is thick
and my mind is sick
so dark and dim
too late to chance it on a whim
so I'll forget this moment
the senses cant catch it all
there focus is set with
too many memories caught by a damaged net
its impossible, they just cant be kept
so I'll forget this moment
as insignificant as it was
I wish i could just remember
the time it all became so true

the feelings deep inside me
want to know it all
but i know the brain can store it all
its not lost im just unable to recall
so I'll forget this moment
I hope those words wont become true
so maybe one day
when time is still
and my mind is at peace
I'll find you in my dreams
and take gentle caution and care
to ensure this precious memory of you is safe
kept secret in my brians safe
where you'll stay hidden from the world
just a distant memory
clouded by a thick wall
always to wonder if you ever a dream at all.