IM NOT NEGATIVE

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TYPICAL NEGATIVE DAY

Wake up
Look in the mirror
Im not pretty
put on a face
look in the mirror
im not pretty
get dressed
eat and get on the bus
i sit alone
i go to class
i dont speak
i walk in the hall
see a mirror at every turn
im not pretty
eat luch alone
get on the bus
i sit alone
i go home
i look in the mirror
im not pretty
i go to bed


i wake up
put on pretty clothing
make myself look how i want
look in the mirror
i am pretty
get on the bus and sit by someone
i go to class
i speak up
i walk in the hall
i see the mirrors
i am pretty
i go home
i look in the mirror
i am pretty
i am beauttiful
i am me

what's changed
maybe my cloths
maybe my makeup
maybe my hair
but most of all
my attitude
confidence is beauty
what you tell yourself the most
it has to create.

I'M SICK AND TIRED OF IT.................

People the time has come

the time has come TODAY

not tomorrow

TODAY you have decided to be happy

TODAY you have decided to get off your lazzy a** and GET FIT, GET HEALTHY, BECOME THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE IN LIFE. 

STOP WASTING YOUR TIME WISHING ON FALLING STARS

secret the starts in the sky are all a bunch of Gas.... SO stop WISHING

stop it and If you want something then go out into the world and GET IT.

You need a miracle---- all you can do is prey 

you need good grades--------STUDY

you want to be loved------Then start giving and start loving others

IT's such an easy choice- JUST CHOOSE TO BE HAPPY ALREADY

its a choice 

YOU wanna know another secret---------- everyone has a someone and one person might think your just butt ugly while the next may just think your the greatest most handsomeous or prettiest person in the world. 

To The World You are Just One person But to One person You Are The World. 

You want to be noticed you want people to listen-----GET there Attention

Truth is THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE JUST DO NOT CARE

they don't care if you live or die or do nothing---- SO CARE ABOUT YOURSELF

YOU want to DREAM---YOUR THE ONE TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS A REALITY

realistically you cant dream up a pet unicorn or become something you read about in a freaking children 's story. But you have control people

YOU Dont like yourself WELL GET UP AND CHANGE YOURSELF.

I've been thinking about Change.

I've been thinking of change a lot lately. It's been a long time since my friends and I were in seventh grade class together writing notes to each other and telling secrets and of-course ignoring our teacher and skipping to the end of the books to find all the answers. There was once five in our little group of friends throughout Jr. High and I could tell many were going down the wrong path. Once we hit High school our childhood was over and everyone split up basically. One of my dear friends diapered from school and many rumors were spread about her. like how she tried to murder another friend then got pregnant and lost her baby then went to jail and after getting out became a prostitute. I doubt the rumors are true. Another friend got pregnant her sophomore year and left school. Her boyfriend was the mature one and she was always cheating on him and breaking up with him. She really needs to grow up. Another friend in my group was just hanging out with all the wrong people and stating to change her looks and just acted like a spoiled brat around everyone. She was very Rude to me. My sophomore year everyone was falling apart. The boy I had loved for four years passed suddenly away and just a week after he died my so called friend just came out and asked me if i still loved him and told me to get over it already. I forgave her but after that day I stopped talking to her. My other friend in my little group has been one of my best friends since summer before Jr. High. She stated changing too. got into smoking and drugs and fighting. My friends were always the talk of the school. I got a call from her one day telling me she was kicked out of school for doing drugs in the school bathroom and then she told me she had gotten into a fight and punched a girl and now needed to go to court. Then she asked if she could move into my home because her aunt and uncle were getting a divorce and she was depressed being left home all alone all day. I asked my parents and they prayed about it and decided she could after speaking to her Aunt. Her life has literally been a Rollar coster and has gone through hair school and such but the sad thing is she doesn't have her licence yet. She failed the test four times and now has given up and works at a grocery store and lives with a bunch of immature children who can't take care of themselves or their apartment. I still talk to her and think of her as my sister. My last friend just decided to stop talking to me. I would call and txt but she wouldn't want to hang out with me because I was The goody good angle of the group who expected more from her. she stated changing just like the rest of them. Immodest clothing and piercings and swearing in every sentence trying to act cool. She used to be so sweet and innocent and now has been corrupted by what the world defines as cool and beauty.  But what hurts the most right now is that I was thinking all this and how my friends from Jr. High had changed sooo much over the years that I decided to contact my last friend to see how she was and I found to My Horror that my Last friend has been missing for Three Days. on the fourth day She contacted her mom that she was in another state and she just up and left without a word. Its crazy how time goes by so Fast and things Change so much and how people change. Sweet, Innocent children grow up. its important to raise them right. But everyone has a choice. I can't change my friends into the same seventh grade version of them. I have to let them go and make mistakes and pray that they finally grow up and hopefully learn from their mistakes...


Please don't let the world get you down. You are beautiful. You don't need to dress a certain way or Talk in a certain way or even need to change your standards to fit in. You are as god made you and you are Perfect inside and out. Don't let the word decide for you. You are Perfect. Tell your Loved Ones how much they mean to you Today and Live each day Like its your Last. Laugh as much as you breach and write down your memories because days will fly by and people will change for good or for bad. This time is a beautiful precious Gift and that's why its called the present. With all this evil in the world, destructing, famine, war and pure hate, I can still find beauty in the smallest places. This world is beautiful and I still believe there is great good in the hearts of men. Sometimes change needs to be made about certain things but we cannot change others. All we can do is look in the Mirror and Hope others are looking in it as well. 

THE BATTLE

THE BATTLE 

Two Wolves lived once in peace

all who lived with them thought this was paradise 

but sadly there was something missing

a final piece needed to be set

so then came the plan and something was to now be decided

The leader was to decide

and choose which wolf to send

the first was willing to follow every command

the second had his own plan

the battle was fought

and these two brothers were divided

the battle was over and 

the second brother was cast out of paradise 

sadly the true battle had only begun

the two sides still fight to this day

and live inside each of us

one to devour and one to save 

and you've heard this story many times

its not just a simple tale 

and you know the answer to which will win

the one you feed.

   

CONFIDENCE...In YOURSELF....

The time will come when you will ask the question "What have I done with my Life?" Your life will be almost over and your grave already dug. Its a sad fact were all dying and getting closer and closer to the end. Many will ask the question and wonder WHY? Why didn't I go for my dreams and spend more time with family then working on my career? Why didn't I take that leap of faith and travel and explore and swim with the sharks? Why didn't I forgive my friend? Why did I care so much about how others saw me and spend all that money on useless things when I could have spent it on my education or on something more meaningful? Why didn't I take the time to get to know my parents while they were still around? Why did I waste my Time on the things in life that don't Matter? why?

There are a thousand reasons WHY we Ask The question WHY... and a lot of the times we know the reason...the answer is simple- (We make excuses)  We don't always see how much time we waste doing the things that don't matter.... like watching television or working late hours or simply drinking ourselves to death at a random bar even falling into addictions. There is a way out of those distractions if you take the time out to help yourself become the person you want to be. Don't Make any more excuses and find yourself asking Why?   START NOW.... Don't waste another precious moment.......
Let not the time pass and find yourself asking the questions WHY... WHY NOT DECIDE TODAY TO LIVE.....?

TAKE THE RISK AND FALL....... You might find out you can FLY......

Start writing down in a journal your Goals and dreams and how to accomplish those dreams. Do something everyday that makes you feel alive and grateful and joyful to be alive.  DON'T waste another minute because time does slip away....... 

You can do Great things. You are worth it.....

People don't always care. its true and life sucks sometimes. My advise change yourself. Decide to be the person you want to be. 
no one else matters. All that matters is how you see yourself.

When you do that people who care will come into your life but don't wait around and feel sorry for yourself when you find people don't care. Sometimes people don't always think about others. 

The Fact is you cant change others or but you can change yourself.
You cant expect people to know you right away or care right away. Because they probably feel the same way that you do and are scared and shy and afraid to get to know others. Choose to be happy today and tomorrow it'll come naturally. 
Don't care about what others think or if they care because there already thinking the same things you are. 
When your single all you see are the couples and when your a couple all you see is are the single people walking around. 
truth is you have more than one soul mate. so its possible to come across one of them. 
Take chances and be brave and SPEAK UP your VOICE matters and allow others to get to know you. 
Don't expect anyone else to talk first. you have to decide for yourself its what you want. you wanna be handsome or Beautiful then start acting like you already know you are and people will notice. 
If you really don't like how you look then change yourself. Life is too short to be wasting time wondering WHAT IF.
Tomorrow I'll get fit. Tomorrow I'll talk to that girl. Tomorrow I'll start studying and Tomorrow I'll be happy. TODAY is the day you start living the life you want. 
When you decide Today to be happy and go for those goals you will  find Success.
 SO Don't waste another minute and BE THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BE. "The Things you tell the brain the most it will CREATE". So here's the question? After reading this what did you decide? 

HOW YOU CAN START....

1. Do something everyday that makes you feel alive and grateful to be alive

2. Keep a Dream journal. so you can remember the crazy things your brain thinks about when your asleep.

3.Keep a Goals Journal. Write down all your short term and long term goals and figure out how to accomplish those goals. 

4. Keep a Gratitude Journal so you can write down everyday what you are grateful for and why. You may find you had a better day then you thought.

5. Keep a Day Journal. To write down everything that happened that day so you can pass on your life to your children.

6. ALWAYS keep a small thought book in your pocket or bag so any quotes or thoughts you hear or find you can record. Any new goals or things your thankful for. so you won't forget. 

7. Always keep on you a small Camera to capture the moments. Maybe even a small video camera like an I-Flip to capture those funny moments. The truth is we don't remember Days but we remember moments. 

8. Keep many Scarp books and record those amazing events.

9. Make time for the ones you Love because that's the way you show them your love. Time is the most precious Gift you can give someone. 

10. Understand Success is not Given. The key to Success is Hard WORK. but don't forget to play. 

11. KEEP A CALENDER and Maybe even a planner. Because an organized day is a much easier day. You can't Expect the unexpected but you can plan to be surprised. 

Take each day one at a Time and Laugh as much as you can. Some days can feel overwhelming but just slow down and breath and write a list of importance and take each task one at a time. 

The KEY to happiness is choice...Choose to Be Happy Today 

Find the balance. A Healthy Physical, Mental, Emotional and Spiritual Self

Knowledge is the only thing that can give anyone power. So read many books and know how the world works. You are intelligent, successful and  worth it. 

Just Figure the rest out...... You can diffidently no doubt in my mind do it.

.....When the time comes don't ask WHY but WOW what a Life I have Lived..... 

Rules of importance

Love God-Love Others-Love Yourself

God Fist-You SECOND and World Third

pay God-Pay yourself then pay Bills.

Don't always look for the rainbow at the end of the storm but enjoy the rain and sounds and dance, sing, and Laugh because before you know it the darkness will have lifted of your shoulders and the sun will shine and beautiful colors clothed around you for comfort and you will feel grateful to have surpassed the storm. 

some people pursue happiness and others decide to just create it. 

  

YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT........

The food you eat can be the safest form of medicine 

or the slowest form of poison

EAT LESS CRAP...

C-Carbonated Drinks

R-Refined Sugars

A-Artificial Sweeteners & Colors

P-Processed Foods

Our World Has changed grammatically for good and for not so good. We are surrounded by technology. We hear and see cars everyday filling our lungs and atmosphere with gas and pollution. I am not saying Cars cause global warming. that's another issue. Scientists are always battling if Global warming is true or not or if the earth is always in a warming or cooling cycle. The Fact is we are polluting our beautiful planet. Cars are necessary and beneficial but many are driving their verticals just around the corner when they could take those five minutes and walk and get exercise.  There are many things that are poising our bodies and minds. its all around us from the water we drink to the appliances we use. Knowledge is key when it comes to a healthy body and mind. Our bodies are built to eat Raw Organic Natural Foods and not the foods you find cooked, baked and fried. Those fast foods can kill us. A raw diet can heal us. Now if you don't believe me then check out these books and films I have arranged below. Your doctors are not trained to heal us but to prescribe for us. A Doctor is trained in the medical field and not in the nutritional field. They get little if any training in Nutrition. LET FOOD BE THY MEDICINE AND MEDICINE BE THY FOOD. You are what you eat literally. 

The food you eat does matter. There is so many vitamins and minerals that people are just not getting in their diet. when someone is sick they seek a doctor and get prescribed pills and never even consider that their diet and environment is the very thing making them sick Ans Doctors never prescribe changing their diet. THERE IS NO MONEY in prescribing lifestyle change and nutrition.

No one wants to change. People are getting sicker not healthier and medicine is not helping nutrition is. The Government has made it a law that only Radiation,Chemo and Surgery can cure cancer and that isn't True. Those can only slow down the process if the treatments haven't already killed you. There is not money for those industries in promoting Nutrition. If everyone knew that there already is a cure for all cancer's and all allergies any illnesses they wouldn't be getting any profit. There is one pill for every sickness but that is not how the body works. You Must stimulate the healing mechanism in your body and when you do it doesn't just heal one thing but your entire body is healed. Your body is already trying its best to heal itself by releasing  toxins from sweat glands and other means but we block it with deodorant. we stink don't we? of course we stink our bodies are filled with (CRAP). The only way we can heal our bodies is through a Raw organic Natural lifestyle. I am just hitting the TIP of the Ice Burg on this. There is so much you don't know and most people wouldn't take the time to find out because they don't want to change. You have no idea how sick and bad you feel until after you are rid of all those toxins and poisons. 

Our World was once Pure and Now its fighting just to stay alive. Our Water, Land and Air are not what they once were and it's affecting all living things. Our landfills are pilling up with unnecessary plastic and Styrofoam materials that are also filling our oceans and killing our wildlife. Its a really sad thing to find not only our earth is sick but so are we. I'll talk more about this subject another time but I just wanted to get the very tip of the iceberg out there. 

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YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT

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KNOWLEDGE IS KEY......................................

Why is a Raven like a writers desk?

Why is a Raven like a writers desk?

if a Raven were ever thought of so

would it be the raven is like the desk 

or the desk like the raven

maybe even the knowledge even associated  

with the desk. but a Raven is a clever bird

maybe the raven is more like the wisdom 

from working at such a desk

but a writers desk is just a desk 

and the words written come from the person

not the tool. the tool only helps one such wise person

so the Raven is a wise knowledge seeking individual

and is associate's with the writers desk. or is it the other 

way around and the raven is being thought about and

written about or maybe the raven is used as a tool 

in some manor.  

Why is a Raven like a writers desk?

is there any answer at all 

there is no answer for the bird didn't call 

and the desk wasn't written on 

and the author didn't say

so maybe the Raven is not as important 

as the question itself 

that the desk and the raven are just that

Part of the story.